When Your Hearts Ripped to Shreds
~Genesis FireMoon
When your hearts ripped to shreds, what can really be done about it? Nothing, usually what happens does happen for a reason. As humans we are meant to experience all the different facets of emotions, the ones that hurt the most as the ones I have always believed that we are to learn the greatest lessons from. Its not always fun or easy, but life is not suppose to always be fun, fair, and easy. I dont think any of us come into this life believing that everythings going to be fair... otherwise then what would the point of life actually be?
Its not always easy opening yourself up to another person, when you do no matter how little you shared with that person, it all still hurts and aches the same. For some individuals unconditionally loving another person is a task that is easily done, for others it isnt. Thats the beauty of personalities, characteristics, and this entire melting pot we call the World. The word 'unconditional' can mean alot of things to different people. For me it is regardless of any bad habits, hard times, physical appearence, it all doesnt matter, if I tell someone I love them unconditionally... its because I truly do.
I wish I had all of the answers to every question imaginable in the world, however its just not so. We must take life in stride, conquer each obstacle with pride within ourselves. No matter how broken hearted, regardless of why its broken, it still hurts, aches, and moans in pain. Sometimes things in our lives don't work out the way we plan them, no matter how far in advance we plan them.
Part of me has become completely numb to some emotions, whether it is because of the MS, medications, or not... I've become numbed to some emotions. I think that it is my way of protecting myself from pain that I feel is inevitably coming.
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